[nomore]

I have X3 Watch, which is an accountability program. However last night I noticed it wasn't working and I had the perfect excuse to relapse, my wife was in bed so she'd probably never find out and it was so tempting, I even told myself that everyone relapses.


In the end I couldn't do it, I kept telling myself that it wasn't worth it, I want the days of lying and cheating to be over. I remember all the ways I used to justify those actions to myself but this time I knew I had no justification for this. I hope this is a step in the right direction and despite the urges to relapse I hope I can beat this thing.