[Avegan]

Another.

When i was Something.

The sky was always blue and clear,
The days were always spring,
I felt alive and well,
When I was something.

I’d walk around the streets and smile,
I flew on angels wings,
I was happy with myself,
When I was something.

I had found a man to truly love,
A feeling from within,
Together we were great,
When I was something.

Then one day I had found out,
About his secret sin,
I fell apart to pieces,
I was nothing.

He would look at it behind my back,
Even when I was there,
I knew he had a problem,
I was scared.

I told him how it made me feel,
And he said that he would cease,
But I kept finding more,
I needed peace.

The arguments grew tiresome,
I couldn’t stand much more,
My heart was torn apart,
I was sore.

My emotions raced around me,
Anger, betrayal and sadness,
I couldn’t eat or sleep,
I was hopeless.

Images were engraved into my mind,
I must be going mad,
Tears trickled down my face,
Oh so sad.

The place I’m in is so alone,
Self confidence has gone,
I’m scared of people seeing me,
I feel wrong.

He says now that it’s gone for good,
That I need not worry,
I know that he will try,
I know he’s sorry.

But the hold on him is very strong,
Could come back at any time,
How can I trust him,
He might lie.

My mind is tearing itself apart,
My heart’s been broken from the start,
No idea where I am going,
I am nothing.

The sky was always blue and clear,
The days were always spring,
I felt alive and well,
When I was something.

I’d walk around the streets and smile,
I flew on angels wings,
I was happy with myself,
When I was something.

I had found a man to truly love,
A feeling from within,
Together we were great,
When I was something.

Now I cry myself to sleep at night
Because of porn’s cruel sting,
And I dream about the days,
When I was something.