[adrian]

CV,

Addiction. God, I hate this addiction. If you fell, then to me, anyone can fall.

Thank you for reminding me why I will not marry him, regardless of any temptations I may have had otherwise. Thank you for reminding me that I should never allow him to create a child with me. Thank you for reminding me that I need to keep my money separate, my assets separate. Thank you for reminding me to protect myself. I say this not with cruelty, but as an acknowledgment of how cunning and powerful addiction to porn is, and how damaging it can be to addict and family alike.

These are valuable reminders. They are important to me. Your rigorous honesty has helped me today.

You are a good man, CV. I have no doubt of that. This addiction is a blight on all of our souls. I hope you can be forgiving of yourself. I hope your wife can forgive you. This is so sad.

With love and thanks,