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Default 05-12-2008, 07:41 PM
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Originally Posted by dave View Post
A counsellor once helped me see that there are several Daves inside me. The 6 year old who was sexually abused for a brier period, the 8 year old who ofter got lost in a struggling home, the 13 year old who found a Playboy magazine and sexual pleasure ( escape form inferiorities)
And now this 56 year old Dave is trying to make a big change - those other Dave have been showing up a lot - especially the lost and helpless 8 year old
I think I need to take care of that kid a little better. And find other ways for that 13 year old - he never had anyone talk to him about the power of sex.
Dave, you are right; this is very insightful and tells my story exactly. I will use it in my own recovery.

When I read this and then re-read it, painful memories came flooding in and tied my stomach in knots. Then I felt a whole bunch better. Thanks Dave.

Farmer
   
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