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Welcome to TTF Farmer, and thanks for sharing your story with us.

Every time I read a new member story here it's like a shock to my system, because I see myself in their shoes and can imagine the same thing happening to me if I don't get my own addiction under control.

Congratulations on your battle plan, and for recognizing you need help, and sharing your story with us here. Your post reminds me of the old quote "If we keep doing the same old things, we keep getting the same old results." So it's time to change the game up, and take a new approach, for the sake of our own happiness. I'm glad you are here and look forward to helping each other overcome this thing!

My advice is, post often, genuinely care for the people here, and you will be amazed at the results and what comes back to you. Take care Farmer and keep us posted!