[FIGHT_IT]

At the end of the day what it comes down to, for us porn addicts, is Decision. Are we willing to deny ourselves porn, and do what feels like stabbing ourselves in the stomache over and over again? Or are we going to give in to that, Evil Demon, and feel the temporary relief of a lifelong mistake?

My Chemicals believe that the latter is the easier path to take... but over months/years/decades of watching porn, I begin to lose my

Intelligence
Self Respect
Social Skills and Respect for Women
Love for Others
Integrity
Innocence
Passion for Life


You see...
- I am the Fat man
- The Crack addict
- The Alcoholic
- The Smoker
- The Suicidal

Because just as they cannot quit
> Relentlessly eating cookies
> Looking for another cocain fix
> Spending every dime on vodka
> Opening pack after pack of cigarettes
> Trying to kill themselves

I cannot quit Pornography.

God damnit


I've got a Problem....