[jimfear]

Slave's idea of carrying a picture of your wife is a great idea! I have pictures of my girlfriend and I - looking at eases my mind because she is just so happy in the picture, and pure. Nordman, a messup is okay - as many have said - we are all human! The thing is - you have realized your mistake, and you are going to make better efforts to not do it again! The road to recovery is going to be bumpy, you're going to fall, and things will get messy - but at least you are taking the necessary steps now to help yourself! Good luck!