I'm a newbie at a Porn free life and after a few weeks I am beginning to emotionally settle.
At 56 I am very fortunate to have partner standing my me.
I am trying to forgo M as well - I too found I needed the mental imagery to get off.
I know everyone has to figure out this M thing on their own.
Today I still feel a steady sex pressure - I don't like this being controlled feeling so I'll leave M for the meantime to see if this pressure will leave.
Even without M I find myself flashbacking to P images.
I give my head a shake and consciously change the images to those of my wife and I doing nonsexual things that have an intimacy theme - the day we sat on the beach in Tofino Canada and watched the sun set.
Hang in there buddy
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