[ThisWontBeMe]

Even though you say your condition is more serious than ours here, I can undoubtedly say that I did feel the same way. After having been addicted of porn for 3 years, I felt that porn was taking over my life; every time I watched it and relieved my sexual desires, I felt horrible, guilty, and depressed.

It was through this forum that I found help and support; we offer the same to you, and by their support, I am succeeding in my fight. It is time for the tides to turn for you as well.

As you said that you were 3 weeks clean, this shows that you are willing to fight the fight that will get your life back on track. Do not be discouraged by the small failures along the way; they will happen, and it is all a part of this great psychological war.

As for your mental images that you having, it is inevitable that these will pop up into your head from time to time. To reduce the amount of the images, busy yourself! Find a new hobby, take up an instrument, exercise, do anything to keep your mind on constructive pleasures instead of the destructive one. As time goes on, trust me, it gets easier.

Finally, your wet dreams. These are beyond your control; you cannot dictate what you think while sleeping. In fact, ask any doctor and they'll tell you that these nocturnal emissions are perfectly natural.

Do not fall down the cracks of sadness and depression; pick yourself up my friend! Be strong.

Your struggle will be in my prayers.

I wish you the best.