Hello dude .. stop being that tough on yourself man, anything that you have in your dreams is ;
1. beyond your control.
2. A safe way for your body to get rid of the excess emissions it holds. So when you have a "wet dream" .. don't be mad .. on the contrary .. you should be relieved.
Another issue.. do not ,, EVER .. consider suicide as another way out.. your life is WAY TOO PRECIOUS to be wasted for something like that ..
As I mentioned in another thread .. I'm a recovering addict myself .. I have been struggling for about 4or 5 years now .. but i still enjoy my life and strive to be successful wherever I'm .. I'm an Electrical engineering student now btw ..
my point is .. you shouldn't consider a weakness in yourself to be the end of the world .. instead, you should seek the chance in it .. this is "just another block on the road " .. and you know you'd be extra-happy once you crossover ..
The most important thing is ; DON'T GIVE UP WHATSOEVER!! .. Keep trying and you'll succeed
.. it could be today, tomorrow, next year or even later.. just do not give up.
So, to sum it up :
1. carry out any activity that you're successful at.. acomplishments improve your self-esteem and self-image a lot.. charity work sure helps a lot. (it has never failed me!).
2. I'm new here, but it's obvious that people here are amazing, caring and very helpful .. so with a great community like this, we all could fight back and eliminate this evil totally.. maybe we could even start a "stop internet porn" movement or something like that and save the following generations..
which would constitute our future kids !
3. I've started over today, as I mentioned in the thread -"tomorrow it is!" - that today is my quitting day .. so why not join me and we could encourage each other all the way through this ? ..
Take it easy buddy, and Cheer up
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hope this helped and waiting for your reply
