[Vilema]

Welcome Aurora! It is truly amazing how the P adict leads 2 different lives, isn't it? On the surface, I'm a normal, sweet gal and then perculating below is this P obsessed weirdo. I want to encourage you that as you progress through your recovery, you'll learn to forgive yourself for your alter ego and you will also find self acceptance. That's been the biggest thing for me anyway. I'm learning to accept myself inconsistencies and all! That's made my compulsion to view P and M decrease over the months. I hope you find the same true for you as well.

Again. I'm so happy you're here. I look forward to reading your journal and cheering you along as you recover.