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Originally Posted by a moment of change  I'm so glad I found this thread. I always felt very stigmatized being a young female addicted to P. Like I was even worse somehow because I was the "typical" person who goes through this sort of stuff.
And I do feel more feminine. For me, I think it's because when I'm not in my addicted stage, I feel as if my body, as a woman, is more cherished, and special. Maybe more innocent, so it makes me feel girlier. |
I can relate as well. I feel more like MYSELF. Who Aurora is and who comes out at 1:00 am are completely diffrent women. As soon after M is over, I feel like crying, because I feel like I've just changed from one person to another. It's a bizzare feeling, that is for sure. I feel more feminine as well and happier when I am ou of my addict stage. I feel more motivated to do the things I want to do in life and it's a wonderful feeling.