i have read and reread those last post
when i started posted messages to phot online
and than i posted photos of myself
i never thought that it was an act that would damage my marriage
no touch no real contact it's just play acting
well when my wife found out i guess that was wrong
and reading these post just puts it into the front line
i just don't think about what my actions would do
to me it was just a way of not pushing issues
i could go to p land be on my side on the screen
not have contact in the real world just play out
over the last month i'm really starting to see what i was during
was not playing but just scr@wing up my life and my wife's
