[Jacinda24]

This is the story that made me join this website. This is "the" story.Many of us eat, sleep, and drink to it. I never would have known that pornography could be so hurtful. The part that I truly don't understand is why the men can't stop? If you love someone why would you degrade them in such a disgusting way? Why not end the relationship with the woman? You've already choose porn over them. You gave up your right to love and be loved by choosing porn. You made a conscious decision.
I feel it somehow ruins the women, it makes it that much harder to leave because now you've completely destroyed our self-esteem. You've taken something beautiful and unique to us as a couple and broke it, completely crapped all over it. Shared your most intimate thoughts (indirectly) with other women. Although I have to admit, when I saw my BF had emailed a P model-I just can't get over it. It hurts, deep. When you can speak to a stranger sexually like that and not be intimate with your real lover-what is that?
I'm outraged Tonight. I'm downright angry. I'll sympathize but then I'll think Why? I would NEVER hurt him like this, and I truly feel like it's a choice. And he doesn't get it! He just doesn't think it's a big deal!!!!