[apachedove]

What helps me with the loss of my son is,-----when the sky is clear at night I sit in the middle of the yard and look for the brightest star, that star is my son looking down at me, I sit and talk to him. It gives me peace of mind and lets me know that he is still around me. Maybe this sounds crazy but it helps me alot.

Granted I do have alot of anger in me, I guess because of everything that has happened in my life all other emotions I have put away. I know that someday I can bring all of these feelings out again.

TY everyone here, I know I,m not the only one dealing with someone that has a PD addiction. Life just seems so lonely when this happens. And its sad that we are the ones that have to hurt and feel guilty for another persons mistakes.

United as one we can help each other get through this.