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08-05-2008, 10:36 PM
wel it's been 10 mins..i've sat here trying to write something down, i guess i thought after our last talk, that things had got a bit better, i honestly haven't thought about P, more like i said before about being with my wife, i want her more than ever... however earlier she sort of asked when i was coming to talk to her again, about this situation, she also said if i didn't sort it out by the weekend i was out... i'm so at a loss here, this is were i fail misserably, i thought we had cleared air a little, and not that i thought it was in the past, but i need time to sort my head out, i have a lot going on up there..it's all a muddle really, i honestly feel this time i'm differant with regards the PA. i just need time to show to her and myself that i'm over it.
guess what i'm trying to say is i don't respond well when forced to talk, it just doesn't happen.. but i know i need to talk to her again, maybe tonight.
later.... |