[brokensoul]

reading these post it sounds like me story
me morning her night person
the only thing that was different is she started to have pain if we had s$X
I STARTED TO FEEL BAD ABOUT THIS
she wouldn't just brush me away she did try to keep our s$x life going
i just got to the piont where i couldn't make her happy and didn't won't to prees her even thought she was fine with it
i put my head in the sand i could not deal with our issues
so i find a way out
and in my mind it was ok
but now i see that it wasn't ok just to try to get around
this
i have messed up and really crushed my wife